Did you know? Rock music fixes broken things

Have you ever fucked up something you really wanted really bad? I have had this feeling quite a few times in my life already, but lately it seems to be a constant companion. I'm trying to get things done, get them done nicely and successfully, but the harder I try the worse it seems to turn out in the end. Hopefully, this is just a weird chapter in my life that one day will be finished, like everything finishes, and then I will look back at this time in retrospect and say "wow, what a hell lot of shit I produced and what a fucking legend came out of all the trouble!"

At least, that's what I'm hoping for. In the end, everyone fucks up quite a lot during their lifetime. That's how we learn our best lessons, don't we? I highly doubt that if I didn't fell down straight onto my face a couple of times, I wouldn't be able to change and move on, and to be honest, I truly don't want to be the person I was this day a year ago. 

So, even if my car is very broke at the moment and it's gonna coste me a fortune to get it fixed straight for the German law so I am still legally allowed to drive it on German streets, I quite enjoyed the view of my car being lifted up with the lifting ramp in the garage today. 

What I'm gonna do now is piss my friend off with my worries, then eat my favourite chocolate yogurt, watch one of my favourtite tv shows (alone, as my best friend who I have to piss off via Whatsapp decided to leave me alone and move 300km away to a different town to start a brilliant career in a hospital), maybe read the crappy book I just started to read that pisses me off quite badly because it's so shit but I hate leaving books halfway read, and then I am going to go on my own nerves until I finally fall asleep to get up in the morning to start a new day at work, and see what it holds for me. And if it holds a whole bunch of shit again, then I am going to dance that off with a whole bunch of fucking legendary rock music in the evening. Yes, baby!